When I say I love you I hope you know I truly mean it. I know it hasnt been extremely long that we have been together. But everything about you I love, I wouldnt change anything about you and I would do anything and everything in the world for you. You have shown me since day one that your one of a kind and day two you showed me youd take care of me at my worst. Since then i knew i wanted to be with you. We have been through some tough things already and we have made it through it and that just shows me that you are better than anyone from my past. I want to be better than anyone from your past, I try so hard to do that and I hope you see that. I hope one day I will be. I know you were hurt in your past but I promise I will never hurt you. I will always be here for you and support and be by your side as long as you want me to. I always said that I would be too scared to love someone again but you make me feel secure about loving you as much as I want to one day. One day I hope to fall head over heels for you and each day it gets closer but it will take time for that to completely happen, but I can’t wait for that day where we both are. I can only hope you feel the same way. Your truly the best I ever had, and I appreciate you so much. I don’t tell you that enough. I love you.
The other night when we went through one of the toughest and hardest situations we have gone through and hopefully that will be the only time we will go through something like that. You stayed the whole time until you knew you leave. You knew how mad I was and after I blew up on you, you just looked at me and said Im sorry and I love you and then gave me a kiss goodbye. When you told me you loved me, I couldnt even be mad anymore, because I knew you truly meant it. I needed you to come talk to my mom and you knew how important it was, and you did. These tough times will come and go, and this situation is still not over unfortunately. We will make it through this, I know we will. I have faith and trust in you that you will be man and help make things better. I just need you to stick by my side throughout all of this. You will help keep me strong because all I have been is weak. When you tell me everything will be okay, I actually can believe that your telling me the truth. You are becoming more important to me every single day. I care more about you then I have ever cared for a guy before and I know it hasnt even been that long but we have already been through so many tough situations and made it through them. That shows that you were placed into my life for a reason and I will never give that up for anything in the world. Stay strong with me, and I promise I will stay with you forever and a day. I told you from day one I will do anything in the world for you. Thank you for being strong for me and being by my side. I love you.
Off work at 9, getting Sarah. Going home, as soon as I get home I’m opening my bottle and taking a shot and making a drink. Then shower & get ready then go to Jon’s & let the partying begin!!!! Finally I get to bring in the new year with a kiss from the man I love! &&& it will be our 5 months at midnight
Thanks to you and what you did in the past… I am so use to blaming myself and believing that every single thing I do is wrong. Thanks to you I can possibly put my relationship in jeprody because of me being scared that I’m doing everything wrong. For so long you made me believe that everything I did to try to make you happy was wrong and that I don’t do anything right.
